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Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in Come Original's LiveJournal:

    Saturday, August 6th, 2005
    12:21 pm
    WoW....

    I haven't updated this thing in awhile, just cuz there really isn't anything important happening in my life... but now there is...:


    Katie Is The Most Amazing Girl I Have Ever Met!!



    Current Mood: flirty
    Current Music: "Lipgloss and Letdowns" by A Static Lullaby
    Saturday, May 28th, 2005
    12:27 am
    Been Thinkin.....
    I'm so scared to leave for boot camp, all i've heard about it is horror stories, and all that's on the news anymore is shit about people being killed while at war, i'm just now starting to realize how big of a change this is gonna be, and how much of an impact this is gonna have on my life... i dont know what to do, or think anymore, i'm back at square one, i guess it's something i'll just have to get thru.... : o /

    Current Mood: scared
    Current Music: "American Soldier" by Toby Keith
    Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
    6:16 pm
    Big Decision...
    So this may be my last update for awhile, i've finally made a decision about my life that is gonna effect me for the rest of my life, i have sat and talked with my dad, and i am enlisting in the USAF. I dont know for sure when my leave date is, but i know this is what i want to do, and this is what i need to do to get some direction and discipline in my life.

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Sunday, May 8th, 2005
    6:05 pm
    Mother's Day....
    i feel like a bad son, i feel like i've let my mother down, and i feel like im not living up to everyone's expectations... and it's fuckin killing me inside, i hate today.. with a passion, i've been thinkin about her a lot lately, and i dont know what to do anymore, i'm sad, i'm lonely, i'm depressed... oh well, shit happens i guess!

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: "Vitamin R" by Chevelle
    Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
    12:30 pm
    New Drink....
    alrite check it out, Melvin and i made a new drink.. it's called "The Gang Bang"

    Heres the recipe:

    1 shot of Amaretto
    1 shot of Black Rum
    1/2 shot of Triple Sec
    1/2 glass of frozen fruit drink mix!




    Try it out.. it's good as hell, and you get fucked up!

    Current Mood: drunk
    Current Music: some gay shit on the TV
    Monday, April 25th, 2005
    4:23 pm
    Song I Wrote....
    ok so i was bored last night and wrote a song, and here are the lyrics:


    Smiles and her laughter
    its the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
    regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
    trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
    ...the only thing that I've been waiting for.

    I hope its something worth the waiting
    cause its the only time that I ever feel real
    thunder storms could never stop me
    cause there's no one in the world like Meagan

    she's simple yet confusing
    her sparkling eyes make me weak and my words, they tremble
    days seem like years in this month of December
    the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
    and never will I give up trying because you're everything to me

    I hope its something worth the waiting
    its the only time that I ever feel real
    thunder storms could never stop me
    cause there's no one in the world like Meagan.








    Sorry if ya'll dont like it, i really missed Meg last night and this is what came to mind!

    Current Mood: artistic
    Current Music: From First To Last - Kiss Me, I'm Contagious
    Sunday, April 24th, 2005
    1:06 am
    Alrite... STOP!!
    alrite check it out, i understand that ya'll have given me all the advice you can, but i dont need ya'll trying to start drama in my fuckin LJ, yea Meg and i have had our fair shares of rought times, but i'm still with her, and i still love her, and we're still workin thru shit, and ya know, that's something to hold on to, i'm sorry you guys dont like me to be with her, but it's not gonna stop me from being with the one i love, so you guys might as well stop trying to start something between us, I Love Meg, and if you guys can't be happy for me, that i've found the right girl, then i guess ya'll ain't my friends. i am happy, and right now i feel good about everything that is happening so please stop saying stupid comments in my journal, cuz all it's doing is pissing me off! thank you!

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: "Note To Self" by From.First.To.Last
    Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
    3:16 pm
    i am the new pope...
    disregard everything you hear in the news about that german dude being the new pope, it is i that is the new pope! i win! muahahahahah!!
    3:12 pm
    Correction....
    Ok, so heres the deal, i put some lyrics to a song in my journal last night and it was directed at Meg... here's the truth, we didn't actually break up, we talked things out and everything is ok now!





    I Love You Meg!

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: "Understanding In A Car Crash" by Thursday
    Sunday, April 17th, 2005
    2:50 am
    I Wont See You Tonight.....
    Cry alone, I've gone away
    No more nights, no more pain
    I've gone alone, took all my strength
    I've made the change,
    I won't see you tonight

    Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
    All the ones around me
    I cared for and loved

    Building up inside of me
    A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
    Don't mourn for me,
    You're not the one to place the blame
    As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

    Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
    All the ones around me
    I cared for and most of all I loved
    But I can't see myself that way
    Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

    Cry alone, I've gone away
    No more nights, no more pain
    I've gone alone, took all my strength
    But I've made the change,
    I won't see you tonight

    So far away, I'm gone.
    Please don't follow me tonight
    An while I'm gone everything will be alright

    No more breathe inside
    Essence left my heart tonight






    Depressed and Drunk... call the cell... : * (

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: "I Wont See You Tonight (Part 1)" by Avenged Sevenfold
    Thursday, April 14th, 2005
    12:12 am
    you were right
    everything you said to me made sense, that's for more than one person... Mikey and Melvin - you talked to me about a lot of real shit tonight, and i cant thank you enuf, you 2 truly are helping me thru some tuff ass shit... thank you! and Meg - i understand everything you said, and i have a lot to think about, and even if things dont work out the way i thought they would, i still love you and always will, you are my everything, and i'm more than happy, in fact i'm ecstatic to be your boyfriend, i love you babe! forever!!




    no one can ever understand
    this life IMN!

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: "IMN" by Mudvayne
    Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
    4:59 pm
    Big Decision
    i am making one of the biggest steps of my life, and it's making me feel sooo damn good about my future!!

    Current Mood: and tired as all hell!!
    Current Music: DMX - "Party Up"
    Sunday, April 10th, 2005
    9:59 pm
    eventful weekend
    ok well now it's 10 pm and it's sunday, and i have had one of those weekends that totally sucked ass... It all started on Friday, i had band practice then i went to Tripp's with Ryan, which was cool, it felt good to have a few beers and play some halo, then we came back to my house cuz my dad went out for the night, and Ryan and Tripp picked up a 5th of Jagermeister, and a 40 for me, so i drank that and wasn't feeling much, so we cracked into the Jager, and me, Ryan, and Justin played some quarter bounce, of course me and justin lost so we had to drink a lot... so we got bored with that, and Justin went out to his car to get his cds, and he was running back into my house and he ran thru the plate glass door in my front door... the whole fuckin thing shattered, Justin wasn't cut too bad which was good, that was my main concern... we called his best friend and he came over and stitched up the few cuts that Justin did have. And after making sure he was ok, we decided to go find one of my neighbors who had the same door as i did, we eventually found one after looking at a couple different houses, so we ended up stealing the door off their house and putting it on my door... my dad never noticed... lol! Saturday wasn't bad, i just hung out around the house, then went to Lifetime with melvin at around 1 am.. Sunday, i got kicked out of my house cuz my dad was pissed about some shit with him and his girl and he took it all out on me, and told me to leave and never come back, so i left for a few hours and walked around rochester, eventually he called me and told me to get my ass home, and that is where i stand now, i have no clue what's going on, but i'm tired as shit and i have to work in the morning, so im out!







    I'm still depressed about Meg not talking to me....! :*(
    Saturday, April 9th, 2005
    2:21 pm
    wow....
    so we figured out a lot last night, like people aren't supposed to be able to run thru plate glass doors, and it's not good to give a certain someone a lot of jager cuz they'll attempt to do stupid shit, i'm just glad you're ok justin! anyways, im out...










    Meg's still pissed at me, and i still feel like shit about it!

    Current Mood: crappy
    Current Music: "DLMD" by 311
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